alcohol and i

went to a party tonight.

nice party. good food, cool people, alcohol flowing freely.

only i don't drink (a 2 yr old has more alcohol tolerance than me) . apparently the amount of alcohol one can consume before passing out is in direct corelation with one's coolness. if you don't drink with the whole bunch, you almost become a afterthought.

used to think as we grow older and transition from college to working life, drinking would become less and less of part of our social life, but then it never happened. i'm still left standing out like a sore thumb.

sometimes i do wish that i could drink more. get happily pissed drunk and just lose yourself.

at least my liver's healthy, i guess.