soul searching episode

i'm back from lunch, and i decide to browse through myspace, just to see if there's any hot chicks.

one immediately catches my eyes, so i click on her profile for a closer look. hmm..bigger picture. not bad. age : 27. cool.

i then go on to read her profile. blah blah blah transgender blah blah. i did a double take. WTF? what is transgender? a dude that became a chick? holy crap. so immediately my mind goes to work, and the internal debate mechanism is kicked into high gear.

does that mean i'm attracted to dudes? or ex-dudes?
no, it can't be.
i still like chicks. only chicks.
yes, that must be it.
ok.
good.
whoo, that was a close call.

i did look at more of her photos after, though, since i'm so very secure with my own sexuality.