musical taste

i'm in a weird place emotionally. i have no emotional anchor, no strength in my positions. no emotional fortitude at all.

and all the music i come across is about love, hope, and all the happy lovey dovey stuff, which is the wind to my sails, pushing me even closer towards instability.

so i've turned to rap. funny how lyrics about bling, dubs, escalades, ho's and drugs put me at ease.