thursday night musings

once upon a time, i thought i knew what i wanted, and i followed that path. i did what i thought would make me happy.

now, 20/600 later, i'm no long filled with such conviction. in it's place lies a variety of different emotions.

regret.
self doubt.
sadness.
uncertainty.
nothingness.

the things that have plagued me is still clouding me. i still don't know what makes me happy. but i see clearly now what does not make me unhappy.

have i grown? probably not. people like me don't change. they just see things clearer from time to time.