T-7

by this time next week, i'll be exhausted, having woken up at 7am to get to the 8am orientation.

i would have cussed my new job for the 100th time under my breath.

i would have signed a dozen forms, listened to a dozen people speak of the company culture, ethics, etc.

i would be mourning the end of my 3 month long self imposed unemployment.

maybe i would even be excited by the new job, and maybe maybe.