running on a treadmill

i should not be feeling like this, but i do.

i just took a small leap into the business world, which is going to a wonderful learning experience and hopefully, a small income generator.

i have a condo closing at the end of the year. I haven't closed on it yet, but it has appreciated a small amount since i signed the sales contract, so that's a good thing too.

why do i feel like there's still something missing? something elusive that i've been yearning for for the longest time. what am i missing? friends? not many, but i do have a select few. girl? that would temporarily distract me, but after a while, i would still feel the same discontent.

so what then? it's as if i should be out chasing something, but i don't even know what it is.

so i sit here and blog.