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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

lemonade, anyone?

ok. hi.

yeah, i’ve been neglecting you lately.  don’t be mad.  

things have been a bit chaotic lately, you know.  normally, it’s like this : when life gives you lemons, you make the best of it and make lemonade.  but for me, it’s more like this : ed is greedy.  ed buy a box of “apples”.  turns out it’s rotting lemons.  um, yeah.  oh well.  it’s self inflicted.  i guess i’m a sadistic fuck after all.

another reason is the lack of anonynimity (spell check has no suggestions on how to correctly spell this, and i’m really not in the mood to m-w it, so deal with it)that this blog offers.  some people i knew read this, and that’s fine with me.  its the rest that scares me.  i’ve already had to retract a post because of it, which, in all honesty, i did go a tad overboard with it.  but now i can’t write a whole bunch of stuff, because you all know nothing good ever comes out of my mouth.

but really, those are all excuses.  the real reason is i just don’t have anything to offer.  more and more i feel like a beaten man.  sleep deprived, tired and no way out.  everyday things just don’t offer any more funny, insightful tidbits anymore.

i’m not depressed, i don’t think.  i’m content, but not.  i’m happy, but not.  i’m unhappy, but not.

makes sense, but doesn’t, does it?

7 Comments:

Blogger lb said...

ur falling apart!!!

January 19, 2006 8:47 AM

 
Blogger ed said...

no, not really.

i haven't flipped out, haven't gone nuts, haven't stalked anyone, haven't become vegetarian.

i'm absolutely fab!

January 19, 2006 9:21 AM

 
Blogger Grey Fluff said...

one more round at lagos will take you over the edge I promise.

Just ask

January 19, 2006 10:50 AM

 
Blogger ed said...

what's this lagos thing you speak of?

i don't remember the worst round of golf i've ever played. no i don't.

January 19, 2006 11:27 AM

 
Blogger Epic Dude said...

You think you have problems!? I can't stop farting and they STINK today.

I think your biggest problem is that you're allergic to alcohol.

January 19, 2006 3:52 PM

 
Blogger KinkyPugKevin said...

you nut.

January 20, 2006 6:27 AM

 
Blogger the maine minx said...

a.n.o.n.y.m.i.t.y if that helps. :D

January 20, 2006 5:35 PM

 

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