withdrawl

time since arriving at office – 5 hrs.
time out for lunch – 1.5 hrs.
time spent in the office – 3.5 hrs.
time spent working – 0 hrs.
time spent reading about scuba stuff – 3.5 hrs.

this is what happens when you’ve checked out mentally, and already have two dive trips planned.  all you can think about is diving.  diving with seals, turtles, manta rays, etc.

the fucking scuba stuff had better be here today, or i’d be throwing a hissy fit right there in front of my house.  

omg, omg, omg, please please please let it be there.  please please please.  

logically, i know it won’t make a difference, because i’m not diving for another week or two, but still, i just want to cradle my scuba equipment and rock back and forth.

ps. i’m really not crazy.