sometimes

sometimes, i start to write, with tons of ideas running through my head. but as soon as i turn the computer on and everything is ready, my brain freezes.

the cursor blinks rhythmically, waiting for an invitation to dance across the screen. trains of thoughts ramble on in my brain, as if trying to read a license plate on a rainy night through the windshield. everything's blurry and unorganized.

so i sit, stare at the cursor for a few minutes and finally give up.

maybe it's better to let thoughts run amok up there, as opposed to sorting them out and facing the music.